DISAPPOINTED

it was 8:30 pm when i was watching to a ladies programme on alressala channel and dreamming like this dreams. i have alot of dreams want to move out from my mind to the real world but still there can`t go ouside. i don`t know why i can`t tarnslate it from ideas to physical, maybe fears from being a failure or being a stupied person when i`m doing this. i`m really disappointed and disorganised can`t write in this paragraph . anyway i`ll post it and in another time i`ll edit it when i`ll be in a good mood to write.